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    RobertBlack

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    Re: Toning the drinking down

    Post  RobertBlack on Fri Jan 13, 2017 10:42 pm

    No one in a bar, except the odd pussy, is ever going to understand or like you when you are drunk.

    So, why punish them with your drunken obnoxious self-destructive self?

    Go to bars, sober.

    Ever tried it?

    It is fun, and you can get drunk pussy.

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    Post  The Angel of God on Fri Jan 13, 2017 10:44 pm

    Yeah, I've had pussy. Pussy that robs me blind.

    Five girls since I've been here. All have robbed me. They are amazingly good at finding shit and stealing it, particularly cash, no matter how well secured in the room.

    I miss Beijing. There the girls actually want to fuck. Here, they just want to steal.

    And it's insidious cuz I'm holed away in my room all the time, but eventually I just *need* to go out and interact with people. That's always a mistake. They'll pick your pockets, steal from you in any way possible.


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    Re: Toning the drinking down

    Post  RobertBlack on Fri Jan 13, 2017 10:48 pm

    That's why chicks always want to stick their fingers up your asshole. They are searching for money.
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    Post  The Angel of God on Fri Jan 13, 2017 10:50 pm

    RobertBlack wrote:No one in a bar, except the odd pussy, is ever going to understand or like you when you are drunk.

    So, why punish them with your drunken obnoxious self-destructive self?

    Go to bars, sober.

    Ever tried it?

    It is fun, and you can get drunk pussy.


    Yeah, I've done that. It's usually quite boring, but you might hit paydirt.

    That and if i'm in a bar, I'm quite likely to have a drink.

    I want to meet a girl in a nice way, like a cafe or something. Bars are just trouble.

    Maybe if I can get out of my mess, I'll relocate to someplace more peaceful, where I can meet a better quality of people than here. Parasites.

    I can be very charming depending on my drunken state. Sure I'm passing out and slurring, no girl will take that, but often I'm in the zone and highly sociable and charming, something I can't do so well sober.


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    Post  The Angel of God on Fri Jan 13, 2017 10:51 pm

    RobertBlack wrote:That's why chicks always want to stick their fingers up your asshole. They are searching for money.

    I've only had one chick ever try to do that. She was punished for it.


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    Re: Toning the drinking down

    Post  RobertBlack on Fri Jan 13, 2017 10:52 pm

    Go Taiwan. I'll join you. With another guy.
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    Post  RobertBlack on Fri Jan 13, 2017 11:47 pm

    The Angel of God wrote:
    RobertBlack wrote:That's why chicks always want to stick their fingers up your asshole. They are searching for money.

    I've only had one chick ever try to do that.  She was punished for it.

    I bet, seeing how she met the homophobe of the year.

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    Post  RobertBlack on Fri Jan 13, 2017 11:51 pm

    The Somalian drug dealers, used to say to me, how do you know unless you have tried it?

    I was like, well, trust me, I know.

    I suppose I took it as a slight compliment, though later they admitted it was the act of taking a whitie, enslaving a whitie, prison style.

    Fortunately my tight little asshole has never been punctured, touched, or licked.

    Though Frankie said it was better than a blow job.

    Probably one day I'll get a chick to lick it.

    Pretty hairy though, not sure she could get through the barbed wire.

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    Re: Toning the drinking down

    Post  RobertBlack on Fri Jan 13, 2017 11:53 pm

    So have you cheered up yet you sad fuck?

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    Re: Toning the drinking down

    Post  RobertBlack on Fri Jan 13, 2017 11:53 pm

    Snap out of it!

    Life is good!
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    Re: Toning the drinking down

    Post  RobertBlack on Sat Jan 14, 2017 12:04 am

    It's not about controlling your addiction, it's about controlling your state.

    I mean, do you take 1 tab of acid or four?

    Do you take 1 e or 5?

    Keep yourself within the boundaries you set.

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    Post  RobertBlack on Sat Jan 14, 2017 12:06 am

    Dude, when I met you you didn't even drink.

    That bitch left you, and you want to self-destruct.

    Stop it!

    She is not worth it.

    Don't let her win.
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    Post  The Angel of God on Sat Jan 14, 2017 12:14 am

    Oh, I'm not in love with her anymore. Loooooong past that.

    Again, i can't moderate alcohol. I try, but it only rarely happens. Taking a sip is like rolling dice for me.

    I can moderate myself with other substances, like weed or caffeine or even pills.


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    Post  RobertBlack on Sat Jan 14, 2017 12:15 am

    Listen to Coldplay.

    So what, you are out of Thailand?

    Go to Taiwan, I swear I will join you, and have another mate, known as the Godfather, who will also join us.
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    Re: Toning the drinking down

    Post  RobertBlack on Sat Jan 14, 2017 12:16 am

    You can moderate it.

    I am doing it right now.

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    Post  The Angel of God on Sat Jan 14, 2017 12:16 am

    RobertBlack wrote:So have you cheered up yet you sad fuck?


    Yes, because I have solved my problem. cheers

    Next step is make damn sure it never happens again.


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    Re: Toning the drinking down

    Post  RobertBlack on Sat Jan 14, 2017 12:18 am

    Billions of people control it every day.

    You used to do it.

    You just lost the ability, the confidence to do it.

    Like I did.

    But I am back at the reins.

    Pulling that bitch in.
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    Post  The Angel of God on Sat Jan 14, 2017 12:19 am

    I can moderate it occasionally. But even if I do, it leads to a bender eventually.

    I'm not criticizing you. If you can keep it up with the moderation, great for you. I already know I cannot. I've been down that road a thousand time and the stats are quite clear.


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    Post  RobertBlack on Sat Jan 14, 2017 12:19 am

    Can you imagine how sick the human race is?

    We actually put a metal thing in a horse's mouth, and pretend that does not affect the horse.

    Humans are rotten to the core.
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    Post  RobertBlack on Sat Jan 14, 2017 12:20 am

    You are just depressed.

    You are weak.

    You need time to snap out of it.

    Time heals all.

    But you will overcome it.

    Nothing has beaten you in your life.

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    Post  RobertBlack on Sat Jan 14, 2017 12:22 am

    Your one big mistake was getting married.

    But that is because you were a fucking choir boy Christian.

    Fortunately my Mother was an atheist.

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    Post  The Angel of God on Sat Jan 14, 2017 12:23 am

    Nah, I just lost the ability not the confidence. I'm plenty confident when I'm drinking. Razz

    There are people who can do it. It's rare but there some who crossed the threshold and make it back over to moderation, but they are extremely rare.

    I hate even the thought of giving it up completely too, but I don't see anything less working. One drink and off... there's no way to control what happens. It's like I'm possessed or something, and all that demon wants is more alcohol.


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    Post  RobertBlack on Sat Jan 14, 2017 12:25 am

    Divorce hits hard for males.

    Especially ex choir boys.

    I saw it nearly destroy my brothers.

    Doesn't stop the dumb cunts marrying again though.

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    Post  RobertBlack on Sat Jan 14, 2017 12:26 am

    When I met you, were a powerful cunt.

    Far more powerful than me.

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    Post  The Angel of God on Sat Jan 14, 2017 12:27 am

    You really do not what I'm up against. But like I said, I've taken care of it. I put down the bottle and got shit figured out today.

    It was really looking like I was fucked, but I done unfucked myself.

    I was not a little choir boy. I was quite the mischeivous child and hellraiser in my teens through a good deal of my 20s. And then again when I went off the deep end in Beijing.

    There's about 8-9 years in there where I was moderately well-behaved.


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